
Years of Emily attempting to go to school but ending up spending yet another day in bed, years of going from one doctor to another and one alternative practitioner to another, were made infinitely worse when my husband Thor, also began to feel chronically tired, mentally and physically, and was diagnosed with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome.
Friends and family constantly passed on possible treatments and finally in 1993 we heard of a clinic that was having success with M.E. It sounded very strange to us: fasting and eating only raw foods but we were beyond desperate by that stage.
If you care about your food, you don’t want some idiot to genetically modify it so that it is no longer what has perfectly evolved over millions of years, you don’t want your fruit sprayed so that it is toxic to your body as well as to insects and birds, you don’t want chemical fertilizers used that enable soil to be used even though it is depleted of trace elements while the chemicals destroy the rivers and seas.
And so eating as we do has made us re-prioritise our lives. We’ve made the adjustments which make it possible to spend time each day caring for our bodies through exercise such as walking and yoga, to spend time with those we love and to strengthen relationships rather than fight our way to the top of a financial mountain which will leave us with the money which we have learned can’t buy health or happiness. We’ve learned that a daily meditation, a quiet time of gratitude for life’s abundant goodness, a time of asking blessings on those we love but also on those we don’t, and a time to open to the abundant wisdom of the universe, is the source of a gentle happiness.
A joy that wasn’t there in the days when we thought happiness depended on getting to the top in a harsh and cut-throat world. The turning point in our lives wasn’t really the illness, it was the choice we made to conquer it. With the decision to eat only foods in the closest possible state to that which our earliest ancestors ate came the unexpected consequence of a mental move away from some of the values and pressures of industrial civilization and has brought a spiritual awakening that we didn’t know was possible.